Page: << | 258 | 259 | 260 | 261 | 262 | 263 | 264 | 265 | 266 | >> of 278 pages. view / sign tangnyc   蜗牛,Our Heavenly Angel.她本来自天上,踏足到尘土之间,带来快乐. It is really our pleasure that we can play with her and we can have some wonderful time with her. 现在她又回到天上的归属,我想她在天上应该很好. August 17 2004 (166) e musicon   几乎每天都来和你碰头. 有时早上, 有时傍晚, 有时深夜.. 但相同的是每次看到你甜美的笑容, 总让我流泪.. 先前从来没有意识到, 一个人的笑竟有如此震撼力.. 随着岁月的流逝, 想哭的冲动是越来越少了, 心不再那么轻易的被触动, 感觉自己越来越麻木.. 你纯美的笑, 就这样轻易的打动了我的心. 也许就是这么简单.. 看着你, 体味着感动, 感受着生命, 思考着我该如何生活..我想我需要好好向你学习.. TO JEFF: 我想DREAMWEAVER的话是有道理的. 应该向前看. 纪念, 但不迷失于过去. 路还有很长, 好好生活是对蜗牛最好的交代. 日记可以写, 因为有些话是说不出来, 但却可以寄于文字, 写出来也许会感觉好些. 回忆, 感动, 哭泣, 也是一个缓释的途径..不要总压抑自己.. 也要有意识的分散一下注意力, 努力去投入身边的一些细节吧.. 愿你一切都好! 愿你守护JEFF和CHRIS.. August 17 2004 (165) e Dreamweaver   Jeff: You mentioned you are sad and upset in today's diary. I think it is a good idea for you to eventually stop writing dairy about MMBB. Please don't feel offended. What happened has happened. You should hold back the memory and move on. Keep feeling sad is not what your wife would like to see. Come on, Jeff! Maybe you just need a little more time. August 17 2004 (164) e somewhere   A month past by already …… Although I come here everyday, but I never said anything, what can I say to you? I believe you are having fun in heaven, you can see everything happening on earth now. You must be very happy to know so much that we don’t know and you can laugh at us for the stupid things we are doing, right? Watched the videos for the rafting trip again last night, couldn't help laughing and crying at the same time. In the video while Jeff dancing, I put my arm on your knees. I can still feel the extreme happiness coming from you, only that you are not around any more. And I still remember we lying on the same chair and gossiping about me, I would tell you everything you want to know if I know that was the last chance. I have to admit that most of the time when I think about you, you make me laugh. All the silly things we did together. Once we hided in a corner of the metropolitan opera house to eat your buns for dinner. And once in Webster hall, you tried to tell me what one girl was like by walking around with your chest and nose up to the ceiling. And in the rafting trip, you still carried a bucket of water after everyone got off the boats, you said you want a revenge. We joked about the day when Jeff got drunk all the time. But there is something I never told Jeff. When we were in the car I asked you if we should go out and take care of him, you said we should save him some face by leaving him along, he wouldn’t like us to see him like that. I was thinking that how lucky this guy is to have a wife like you. And that is why when you were in the hospital, I didn’t go to actually see you so often since I think you wouldn’t like us to see you like that. That is why it took me such a long time to gather the courage to see you for the last time last month today. I didn’t want to believe the one lying there was you. And I didn’t want to see Jeff holding your hand and looking at us in such a helpless way. It was the most heart-breaking scene in the world….. One week after your leave, I went to shopping and bought some colorful clothing since you said my clothes are too sporty. Two weeks after your leave, I decided to work hard and play hard, that is a better way to memorize a friend like you. I will cherish every minutes I spend with my family and friends. Your love for life will keep us going on with our journey. August 17 2004 (163) e gdd   Everytime when I try to remember that Sat afternoon a month ago, I feel it's so unreal. I feel like Ring moved to another place, like all my old friends and she may give me a ring any time in the future. She should be smiling now, far in a place that we don't know....... August 17 2004 (162) e someone   Ring: Didn't get the chance to know you; we are not in the same city; but feel like having known you for a long time and we would have made good friends... How are you? Is everything OK there? We all miss you, known and unknown... Don't worry too much about your husband and your daughter. God is fair. They will be well taken care of and you will forever live among us. Miss you. August 17 2004 (161) e lilicapri   I wish there's a place I can bring you flowers and things you like. Eventhough you had parted from us only a month ago, everyday is still an agony of not able to see you. I wish I hadn't gone to the hospital, that I don't need to see you lying there. These are my last images of you that I wish I could of delete. Rest well, sleeping beauty. August 17 2004 (160) e Jef   To MM: I dont how to post song either. But I will ask some one to answer your question. August 17 2004 (159) e 路人   纪念RING 1个月。特此留贴 August 17 2004 (158) e Bun Bun   到今天蜗牛已经走了一个月了，昨晚还梦见了她。她的欢笑在记忆中就如同昨日，她离去的这件事至今都感觉还是那么不真实... August 17 2004 (157) e     |  Sign  |  View  |  Home  |  Skiing Club  |